Friday, December 30, 2011

give me a bouquet of novels please!

if i am left in a room, locked, but with some food and lots of novels, i'll probably survive and i would cherish the moment i can read peacefully without worrying to also read on pathology, immunology, histology (where i have to scurried up every little strength to read it), and maybe also psychology, where the laziness beat everything to even try to revise back..

but give me a novel, i'll sacrifice even my sweet dream time, even switching on the table light again to continue read as whatever is going to happen keeps on dancing ballet in my mind, urging me to find out, and so i'll promise to only read a chapter... when a chapter became 5 chapter.... and then almost to finish..... and i finally finished around 3.30am where i finally switch off the light and go and join the dream relished in the novel.

and i know i didn't read a lot at all, but since i need to study... well, i did so study....

(not qualified as novel, but since it's garfield...)

Saturday, December 24, 2011

what i want for christmas is...

first of all, no, i'm not celebrating christmas, neither am i with those who are as i'm stuck in kuantan because of a half an hour exam on saturday, so i could not follow everyone home on friday, tsk tsk..

so, the thing is, i really really loved to read novel and there was this once at Book Xcess Bookstore i found this book, and i seriously fell in love with its beautiful cover! seriously it was just so lovely, and the summary told of a story with fairies, okay, i can take that, as long as it's not fairytale. and so for the how many times already i buy a book just because of its lovely cover, i just pick the first book..

but seriously, it was fun and good and i loved it! that's the most important. and now i want the sequents so i can continue reading and engulf with the story of Seth and Aislinn...

and i don't care if you say to me to go and buy it myself, i just need the cash and the place and that is all. *big grin*

*am reading something borrowed by emily griffin*

Happy Birthday Farah!!

if before i use to see her everyday
in same class together everyday
complaint everything to her everyday
and text her everyday

now i can't do that anymore
because even though we are
much more nearer now
it seems we are much more at a distant

but anyway i wish her a lot of luck
have a heap of joy
doa for blessing from Allah
and may her dreams come true

just remember that
you will always be my friend
your parents loves you
and Allah is always with us

loves you Farah!
and have a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
welcome to the almost adult world
and bubye to those teenagers years..

Ombak Rindu~

hehe, okay, during lecture while not really concentrating on what Prof Hassan was talking, suddenly kak ecah said, let's go and watch Ombak Rindu after this. and i was like, JOM!! well, lecture ends noon today and evening is free so might as well go and watch that movie we have so long wanted to see. anis tagged along and together we went to see the novel-adapted movie.

the starting was already funny and anis was like, hey, they don't have this in the movie, this is so never happen. then the story went too fast and Hariz was already fallen in love with Izzah, and i was like, what the ...??? how did they be here so fast? okay, it can't have the same flow as the novel, does it?

then when Mila came out, i couldn't help laughing at her expression, and how phyco this women is, of how mad and outrageous she gets, or so says anis. then Hariz mother, where at one scene looks like a witch/vampire/ghost, whichever either that you like to choose, but seriously, with the scary make-up and thunder in the background?? so witch/vampire/ghost like!!

and anis, kak ecah said we were the only one who were making noises, laughing in the cinema. oopss, sorry guys everyone, didn't realise i was really that loud. but surely i didn't disturb you guys to enjoy and feel the story right? i know some of you, *or many* did cry?? though i couldn't or didn't feel crying or whatsoever as anis keeps on laughing and pointing of funny things. hee~ point finger to anis. okay, next time, no more making noises in cinema..

so anyway, whatever it is the panorama was really beautiful and i like it! the house was fantastic, with how from outside you see a plain rumah papan, but the interior decor and more of the house, so really woww!!

and i want to see it again, this time no laughing okay. promise! tee-hee..

*btw, the novel was among the first novel introduced to me, and it was by kak zahraatul, wherever she is now, i kind of miss her though..
and.. this novel is something special because of a name, haha..*

Thursday, December 22, 2011

that moment

when stressed comes and i needed some thoughts to divert my poor brain, i suddenly remembered, this one really sweet memories. created during my high school life where life was full of scandals and education be put to less priorities, while dreaming of how life is going to be when we are grown-ups..

so this one time, somehow three of us dream something, how me, Dolly and Nuzul dream to live in a house together when we are already working. and the best part is that my room will be filled with novels, Nuzul's with lots and lots of manga and lastly, Dolly's room with female magazines, make-ups and lotsa beauty products, just make sure you keep them safe, especially your Vaseline! *Dolly's gonna pinch me if she can now* all according to each interest at that time.

and during that time, life was so easy. going to school was a fun thing that i looked up to everyday, okay, for reasons other than learning, i admit. but still, being here where i am now, those times seems so relaxing and enjoyable, very especially when i can bully Dolly! Yay!! *poor you, must be relieving i'm no longer near you!

so anyway, Dolly, i saw you during last ramadhan, glad to meet you and i miss you so! Nuzul, somewhere on this earth far away don't know when i can meet her, the last time i saw you was probably the last day of us in Badlishah and that was so centuries ago..

Dolly, in my image you appear with your lip-gloss*or Vaseline* and a Cleo magazine.

Nuzul, with a pencil and a paper drafting a comic for me*i miss your stories!* or listing manga to bring for some boring events at school.

ohh i miss you girls a lot!!

Saturday, December 10, 2011


every time i'm excited going back home
i forget this one thing
and now i'm home
it wasn't even one day
and i've remembered enough
now i understand what trauma means
day 2 at home and i can't wait
for this 10 day holidays to end
and leave again...

Sunday, December 4, 2011

Truly crazy

okay, other people are crazily nervous for exam tomorrow and you are writing an essay for a contest, truly unbelievable. Make it a way for me releasing the stress building up, hee~

Saturday, December 3, 2011

if only there is such place

sometimes i wish
to study
in a place
where the water flows freely
the wind blows softly
and surrounded
by the greenery of
mother nature

how peaceful that would be..

Friday, December 2, 2011

i have never thought
there would be a day
when i would stay at library studying
*yes, studying! not leisure reading*
from early morning
till late night
and only be at room
for sleeping hours
okay, this is totally
medical students
being nerd
cramping everything
in the head
for the final block exam
.....time to sleep
tomorrow to library again :)

*but honestly! i love library for it's millions story books
but in a university library
there's only huge textbook for academic..*