Saturday, December 8, 2012

My Red Lady

"since that moment, 
i was in love"

it was my favorite car in the game
and i bring it out into reality
that i want to own it some day

mazda rx-8

hennessey venom GT spider

browsing and found the spider
just like the sleek look :)
rx8, it's a mission possible^^
......and i LOVE it to bits!

Thursday, November 22, 2012

It's 22nd November, again~

when this day comes
this thoughts will come into my mind
"it's the day again, and i'm up to another year!"
as i count the days we are apart
in the background there's also counting the days we'll meet again
but now, just now, we'll just enjoy the time

Saturday, October 20, 2012

Tioman momento~

the blue sea, so clear, that it mesmerize you for a moment
seeing the purity of environment
that haven't been touch by the human hand yet~

seeing under the sea for the first time
where you can see the colorful fishes and corals
and it's like a giant aquarium that have those clown cutie fishes

this trip to Tioman Island
it was the most fantastic island trip yet
and being there with friends
it's just so fun

 on the way to snorkeling^^

having a close up of under the sea was magnificent.
unable to capture the image under the sea 
but here on the sea are these crazies :)

bye bye tioman!
October 6th-7th 2012

Monday, October 1, 2012

Weddings on tow

when the moments comes
the first wedding in the family-our generation
and it's two people at a time!
voila! two sisters at the same wedding
*sigh* there goes two of them

well, the time has indeed arrive
when the once kids playing around
fighting and snarling and crying
is starting to get married
once one does, others will follow soon

and when the grand wedding is in making
the uncle and aunt give plans and ideas
on how to prepare in this short period
and here i sit with another cousin
giggling at how adorable the situation is

then questions to others will come out
when will be their turn
well, focus on this one first will you, tee-hee
even though this would mean farewell in some way
but this is going to be a new chapter of our family

Keluarga Abu, all the best, may we have Allah's blessing in everything

Sunday, September 30, 2012

Stupid headache!

i have exam in 32 hours..
open my blog and realize since it automatically change to it's new interface
which i had dreaded for a long time
my template is gone!
my lovely most love template
i forgot where i took it
i know it start with 's' but i forgot the name
other sites template wasn't for my liking
after searching for 2 hours
luckily this one blog gave it's link
i saw scrappin
and so gone another hour to try and compromise with the new blogger template
that i still need to synchronize
well, at the moment this is what I've got
i'll edit next time
for now i need to do an adrenaline rush
and sacrifice three hours sleep for the unneeded moments with blogger
to study for my exam which is 29 hours from now..
*simply can't leave my blog looking ugly*
will update on cousins and family insya-Allah

Sunday, September 23, 2012

Almost Lover~

music in the background: A Fine Frenzy - Almost Lover

you walk away, long time ago
but only now did i realized
that you've left me, with hope
you went with that angelic face
telling me advise that made me remember
and never appear again after that

so I've tried to be over it
and i'm no more a kiwi freak
I've forgotten that sour love
instead i'm now addicted to banana
an awesome flavour of life
a start of a new chapter

so goodbye to that old story
it's a memory,, but memories can always be tucked in
in a small box deep under the bed
and only once in a blue-moon would i take it out
smile and reminiscing as i remembered
but after that it will all go back into the box

with that, I've pieced up all
the memories, into a perfect chapter
but new chapters will come
and continue the story of my life
with that, i'll be going
so long my almost lover

Aeris ER.
Mrs. Banana

Wednesday, August 29, 2012

I'm Yours

There's always that one song that brings back old memories

for that person who this songs means something to both of us

"but i won't hesitate
no more, no more
it cannot wait
i'm yours

well open up your mind 
and see like me
open up your plans
and damn you're free
look into your heart
and you will find that the sky is yours"

why do i still feel the chill when this song is heard, i'm wondering

a piece found back

life is meant to move on
to look forward
yesterday becomes the reminder
tomorrow needs planning
today to live in
just smile
and make your life meaningful

Aeris ER.

life is meant to go on
yesterday are memories
and tomorrow are dreams to be achieved
*probably for someone's birthday card*

Monday, August 27, 2012

Vintage madness~

a hobby of mine while online, googling pictures!
bedrooms, dresses, weddings, houses, London...
just serve as a perfect time to keep on dreaming
and what I've always dreamed,
a vintage style home
although contrary to my red and black madness
but ignore that, that shall be my private room.. aha..

awesome dressing tables with lots of drawer

I've always wanted to put the bed in the corner like this

see those under the drawers? my addiction~

omo~ a sweet table to compose letters and poems
and a big mirror! an important piece!

i love big windows beside the bed! sunlight to read as i wake up and darkness to consume me at night

who said my bathroom can't be vintage too?

oh majestic dining room! feeling like a queen~

seriously, it's adorable

and my wishlist^^

perfectly covered with glass to bar the dust outside!
"we don't need visitors!"said the books to the dust

unique! instead of the usual store room it could be a library, a huge book shelf~

okay now, enough with the craziness with pure white and vintageness.. i'm off to another dream.. oh yeahh..

Second trial^^

to be honest, the first rainbow cake wasn't yummy
it was edible, but one slice was probably enough
i was very enthusiastic and pour the colorings
sure, the cake tasted coloring, totally!
ha-ha, ok, let's be cool now

anyway for hari raya i did a second one
this time only drops of coloring
and cheese cream instead of butter-cream
and the cake finished!

Monday, July 16, 2012

Sport jiwang in cherating~

it was awesome
the moments spend together
the fun we had
all the games we had
sand war in the sea
ice and water at the lagoon
truth or dare while sitting in the sea
how happening it was
everyone is just relaxing
and enjoying the moment
i really had fun
and by far
this is the greatest sport jiwang moment
we've been together for one year
and many more memories will be carve in the years to come
i love all of you^^

haziq buried in the sand :)

a sketch of avant garde~

one year have almost past
marking the time we are together
the hours of lectures
and the will of everyone to stay awake
a weekend was plan to get2gether
a visit to the old-folk
an awesome dinner
and fantastic moments at the beach
behold, the avant garde!

Wednesday, June 27, 2012

Rainbow cake, accomplished!

yay! i'm done..
there's a rainbow and a cake
that means i did it

Reviving the memory~

i used to be here every evening
gazing the ground
enjoying the breeze
peace to the soul

and when i once again
walk to the place
i was reminded of that stupid memory
but i guess that's what made who you are today

that astaka is where me and nuzul skip class
to watch prince of tennis
the wuduk room, is a most visited place
plus favorite hang out place

they used to play netball at the field
where i'll sulk because i hate netball
and well, there's just so many secrets
being discuss at this perfect spot

this is one place where i grew up

high school was my playground *tee-hee*

Friday, June 22, 2012

Still running~

when the silence is terrifying
and the world seems at still
again i would be reminded
of the darkness
the hatredness that surface
and i wonder if i had run long enough
or would it finally catch me
when i've stopped in a place too long
and so i'll pick up my pace again
afraid to look back

maybe one day when i'm brave enough
i'll turn my head
realising that i've outrun it already
and it will only catch on if i'm still thinking of it
but for the moment
it will stay
in my mind
in my trace
for the time being

Sunday, June 17, 2012

the never ending cycle~

this is every time a new  block starts...
but until the end of block, it's still
in the do-list~


and it's just cliche anyway~

Tuesday, June 5, 2012

It's my life, you know..

that many times
when people decide for you
the things that you'll do
and they say they decide this for your best
but how do they know what you really wants?

and you can never tell that you've been forced
that all this time others decide your life
cause when they asked
you'll say what they decide was the right thing
although your heart says
this is not what you want
but still you go with it

because you are just that person
who never say no to 'right things'
even when your heart screams no
and your soul surrender against it's will

to decide for myself

Saturday, June 2, 2012

Ohh, hell-lo June~

was what Garfield says...
i seem to be agreeing too... 
*sigh* i'm not waking up

plus -->
and this is for all the assignments not done, weeee~

Tuesday, May 29, 2012

Life is a Merry go round~

there's a lot of conflict
and there's a lot of misunderstands
but those who know how to handle these
they can settle it in a jippy
or they can just ignore
these that has no benefit in their life
they can simply drop the conflicts
solve the misunderstand
and resume their journey
in this ever going life

nobody will wait for you
not life
in fact...
move on please...

Saturday, May 19, 2012

Lend me your strength..

it's just normal that we need someone
as a source of motivation
we need their support
to stay in position
a piece of luck
could light up the day
a simple glance would sour the spirit
and a smile would give that confidence
so please
lend me your strength...

Wednesday, May 16, 2012

A heartily epilogue~


.:The moment you never expect:.
If there was a way to describe this life
I would introduce you as the blue sea
The one I really love
And the one that gave me peace when I look at
You were there always to cheer me up
To listen to my heart
To embrace me when I feel lonely
But then, you also swallowed me into this darkness
Where I can’t feel anything
My life doesn’t feel like it's having a soul
And you are not trying to do anything
While I struggle to let go
You simply hold on
But I realize that I have to do this thing
My heart have spoken
And thus I freed myself
From the darkness that follows

Tuesday, May 15, 2012

*Flash* camera roll-ing..

fact: this is about the evolution of photography

this all start when that person got a panic attack!
everyone seem to have seen her picture
which she claimed was ugly and she's embarrassed
to which i say, it's cute actually
nope ----- that answer was never accepted!

so we had this sudden outburst
this is all because of the high technology
with the superb camera and thus, photographing is everywhere
garrhhh! SUDDEN realization!

that time when we use that old camera:
there was no candid!
all photo were properly taken!
there will be no repeated snap!
maybe someone to say 1, 2, 3, cheese! *flash*

how many photos have we taken?
--> counting in mind, one roll 36, already take 19, left with....17 more!
the film to buy at shop, kodak? konica?
after finish the film, got to go to the shop back!
what photo size do you want? 4R? 3R? 5R?
and the price for buying the film and sending to process the film...

so  has the way technology change things brings more good??
-----in the thinking mood-----

Wednesday, May 9, 2012

Sleep is adventuresome!

Aaargghhh! Run away! I'm being chased by a monstrosity!!

I'm up up in the sky! Oh look! It's the birds!

Shopaholic! Might as well buy it all!

It's a sunny day and i'm having a breeze drive!

Friday, May 4, 2012

Being alone~

sometimes you need to be alone
to think about some things
to give your soul that peace
that never seem to arrive

what we need is Him

alone at last
we can finally tell Him
all our worries
all our complications

and at this time
we can finally say our thanks
our gratefulness
for everything
including this life

because sometimes we are to busy
with this worldliness
that we forget

so take time
to remember Him
no matter where
at all time
and find that special peace
that will come to your soul

Thursday, April 26, 2012

Suddenly remembering...

when a friend reply my message
with a calling i haven't heard for a long time
i remembered him
the only one who ever called me that
and i guess you'll be the only one
for this life
miss those moments with you

Aeris ER.
Sanah, Seifer is the antagonist in FFVIII

Monday, April 16, 2012

That man

listening to a song
that even when the lyrics put aside
the music itself gave the sad feeling
even if the actual meaning not understood
it still give out the true feeling
of what the heart really feels

Monday, April 2, 2012

It's done

i guess i'll just have to be stronger
and hope that the path in front of me
will be lighter than this one
plus more sunshine please

Saturday, March 31, 2012


I found a kitty. Can we keep him?
I'll take care of him promise! Pleasseeeeee........