Saturday, September 14, 2013

Marriage Maybe?

this one conversation with my awesomeness about marriage where we both agree that with marriage comes with various responsibilities or simpler, problems ahead!!! as with a mother in law annndddd, well the rest is history....

so we were talking about marriage, and he said he'll let his younger brother marry first, cause he wants to do many other things first, or maybe ...

he: or maybe we can do as Aunt Venice said

me: yeah,, the one even her mother wouldn't let her finish talking
(our Aunt Venice said if by 35 she's not married she never wants to get married. but she'll have a child. so her mom ask well, why? you won't even know the child's father, to which she replied, "well, that could be arranged..." ) basically aunt Venice mom was saying by adoption u won't know the daddy, but when she said the last sentence, well, think naughty!!!

he: we don't have to get married. we'll just have one child each. me a daughter and you a son. and my daughter will have your name

that was seriously unexpected. i mean, my name for his daughter? i know he once told he wants this one name for his daughter, which is already near my name, but hearing this, it was all i can do not to be 'awww..... that's very sweet and i couldn't have love you better' which of course i did not do.

i point out another topic and move on to hide the embarrassment and happiness dwelling inside :)

i hope we'll always be besties :)

Aeris ER.
Zenith 15th floor corridor

Tuesday, September 3, 2013

My Awesomeness

if you are thinking i'm in the sky over myself, do stop your mind right now
here i want to clarify, i am not saying that i'm awesome
*but if i am.. well that's awesome!*
anyway my awesomeness, it's a person
someone who has always been by my side

he's someone who's existence and well being is often cared of
and sadly, it doesn't mean in the good way of care
he's someone different, not weird different but different from us 'boring normal people'
i'd say unique but actually he's a strong rebel and bold
that create his character as noticeable from others and being watch closely

we all made mistake and had made some rash decision
sometimes people noticed but as time goes they eventually forget
one best situation is that nobody realize at all
then we go on and live our happy life
and pray no living soul knows our dark secret

the sad part comes, my awesomeness situation seems like nothing above
may be his own fault with all the not right decisions he took
his rebellion and hard headed character
well, people criticize and put all blame on him
and how he's affected by all these is what i cared most

he tried his best but people expect more
he feels lonely and sad but only shows it to certain people
at times he feels so low he's going to start babbling how everyone hates him
and then i have to use all the words exist to jumble up some long message
to tell him that the world is indeed harsh but i'm here for him, always

but then know why i call him my awesomeness?
despite all the hardships given, he appears and talk confidently
he have this ability to make everything he said seems the truth, it's like brainwashing sometimes
when he talks people listen and tend to agree to everything he says
kids adore and respect him
when he tells some story that kids always love, they'll look at him like a hero
he'll make it so dramatic and then end it with his special line
this line that will always make me smile

Aeris ER
Miss Awesome
Near midnight