Tuesday, September 3, 2013

My Awesomeness

if you are thinking i'm in the sky over myself, do stop your mind right now
here i want to clarify, i am not saying that i'm awesome
*but if i am.. well that's awesome!*
anyway my awesomeness, it's a person
someone who has always been by my side

he's someone who's existence and well being is often cared of
and sadly, it doesn't mean in the good way of care
he's someone different, not weird different but different from us 'boring normal people'
i'd say unique but actually he's a strong rebel and bold
that create his character as noticeable from others and being watch closely

we all made mistake and had made some rash decision
sometimes people noticed but as time goes they eventually forget
one best situation is that nobody realize at all
then we go on and live our happy life
and pray no living soul knows our dark secret

the sad part comes, my awesomeness situation seems like nothing above
may be his own fault with all the not right decisions he took
his rebellion and hard headed character
well, people criticize and put all blame on him
and how he's affected by all these is what i cared most

he tried his best but people expect more
he feels lonely and sad but only shows it to certain people
at times he feels so low he's going to start babbling how everyone hates him
and then i have to use all the words exist to jumble up some long message
to tell him that the world is indeed harsh but i'm here for him, always

but then know why i call him my awesomeness?
despite all the hardships given, he appears and talk confidently
he have this ability to make everything he said seems the truth, it's like brainwashing sometimes
when he talks people listen and tend to agree to everything he says
kids adore and respect him
when he tells some story that kids always love, they'll look at him like a hero
he'll make it so dramatic and then end it with his special line
this line that will always make me smile

Aeris ER
Miss Awesome
Near midnight

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